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Well, maybe not a total disaster, that is a bit exaggerated. Hopefully, your ex-boyfriend will realize that your relationship, emotional support, etc. So I feel a little frightened after reading this blog. She will be surprised that a non-Mormon holds the same values she does and respect you. She sacrificed two years of her life to convert people to the religion. Sounds like classic "flirt to convert. My Buddhist husband likes Mormons and even going to church.
Moved homes 5 times in that time. I know, I know, this is the last thing you want to hear. Good luck to you. On the other hand, if you believe God is bigger than we can imagine, and is not constrained by religious dogma, you have as good a chance as any at a happy, thriving relationship. Second, in my experience mormons have been some of the kindest people I've ever had the privilege to know, and they have not lived up to the cult image you describe. Will you be open to me teaching my children my athiest point of view. I'm engaged to a junior intern and we're supposed to get married soon. Things are very hard for me right now too.